I still haven't shut my head off this morning. Which means screw her, screw the program screw god. You know? I am not in that place but I feel like I am fighting it. I want to be done with it all, why bother? Because I am not getting my way. I don't like feeling like this but I am not always able to stop it. Did my prayers as best I could this morning, and I am actually here typing for a minute at least.
Pray for the willingness to be willing. I am trying, and I am starting to cry again, and I will do my best to rely on the serenity prayer today.
best wishes to all yall.
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