January 18, 2013

Morning meditation eighteen slash three sixty five

Yeah there are a couple of days missing. I did not blog, the pages were not torn out. Various reasons, some of which are valid, and some that aren't.

It's moving day today. That comes with a wide range of emotions, but at the moment.. No, it isn't peace, but I am not crying either. Two things I wanted to put down on paper here, before i go. The first happened while arguing with Kristin yesterday (That was a rough day). My anger was climbing and I got close to yelling at her, well, maybe i sort of was already, and  I realized and told her that I wasn't angry with her. I was at the situation. I was hurt and maybe frightened. But I was yelling at her due to habit, not because i was actually mad. Somewhat profound there.

The other thing, from the One Day at a Time book, this morning. It says to pray for faith. which is an interesting paradox. I am hoping to try that today.

Bye.

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